on dreams and plans

Have you ever experienced waking up with so many ideas that you gotta write it down because you might get so overwhelmed and forget the simplest detail of that random thoughts?

Well, I was bombarded with a lot of juicy plans this morning. It felt good that my resignation has a positive effect on me. (Yes, I already resigned, and is currently job hunting) The reason for me to leave my first company deserved a separate blog entry.

Anyway, I must say that this is really the first serious time that I plan about my future- what I really want to have/do n years from now. For my short term goal - I want to have a work. By WORK, I want it now to be something I'm doing because I love it, not just because I have to gain experience or simply because it's related to my course. I don't wanna make the same mistake, gotta learn. :) I wish for my next work to be something that totally fits my personality- that must include working with a lot of people without compromising my technical skills. About compensation, yes, I must say money matters now. I want it also to be manila bound (I got tired going south).

I realized that I really want to be independent, Gosh I'm turning 24 next year. I want to own a condo unit (rent to own). I have to learn how to do laundry, cook for myself, budget my money, and the lists continue. By being independent, I want to learn to be happy because of what I do not just because my family, friends or somebody special is doing something for me. I gotta learn to love myself more. Nobody can take good care of me better than myself.

Lastly, I wanna practice my driving skills. Would you believe I learned how to drive since 17 years old, but my dad is too afraid to give me the key and execute my "skill"? haha. So I really wanna own a car, drive around the metro with my wheels and enjoy my life to the fullest.

By the way, these ideas are very ideal, but mark my word that I will achieve this one by one. I was never this driven since I plan to pass the board exam last November 2010.

So Good Luck to me :)