Confusions

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Just when everything in my life seems to be in order, something unexpected happened. That something made me question my "plan".

Why now? Now that I kinda figure out what I already want. I would like to take this situation as a test if what I want now is really what I want. Confusing isn't it? At the back of my mind, I have this two columns comparing the pros and cons of the present plan and the possibility of the "new situation".

I wish it's that easy but sadly when it comes to the matters of the heart, it will never be easy. Everything is just complicated. Maybe I am not confused, because I really know right from the start that it's still Plan A. I just need assurance that Plan A will work. On the other hand, Plan B complicates things because it keeps on giving me a lot of reasons to go with it compared to Plan A that is just waiting for me to choose it.

I am praying that Plan A will finally give me tons of reasons to assure me that everything will go well if I stick with it because we never know if Plan B's persuasion can give me a clearer picture of a better future.