2010. I sense that this year would be a busy year for me.Thesis, plant design, graduation, job hunting, board exam, celebrations of life, etc. I am torn. I am afraid. I am excited. What's in store for me? What obstacles await me? What blessings shall I face? What now?
Torn, to what path should I take after graduation. Should I be concentrating in reviewing for my board exam? Should I apply in an industry and be a hard-core engineer? Should I venture in the corporate world? Or should I just take the academe opportunity and teach in a high school?
Afraid, to be independent and to face reality. Almost 22 years of being close to my family and being dependent on my parents' support, this is a great challenge for me. How will I be able to budget myself? How can I help my family, how will I make them happy and not disappoint them?
Excited, to see the beauty of life, to make my own adventure and to try new things. This is a new phase, a new beginning. Adrenaline rush all over just the thought of all the possible opportunities I could have after graduation.
What now? I should graduate first. I should give my all in passing all my subjects this semester. Extra-curricular should be balanced with my academics performance. First thing first. I have goals, I have vision. I have to execute those properly.
I am optimistic. I am strong. I have faith in God Almighty. Trials may come and go but I know God is always beside me to help me cope. 2010 will be a better me.
I dream, I believe, I pray, I hope, I know 2010 will be a wonderful year. As I always say,
Life just keeps on getting better
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