I was truly grateful to passed the November 2010 licensure Examination. It took me almost 7 months to finally get the title of an Engineer. Thinking of it now, what is really lined up in front of me? What path should I really take? I have really no idea what career should I get for my life. There are numerous ideas playing inside my head on what to do. Maybe that is the reason why I cannot choose. I tend to make things complicated even if the answer might just be in front of me. I want to find my passion, what do I really enjoy doing. I am hoping that maybe through that I can manage to find answers.
On the other hand, I tend to write blogs whenever I feel something that I cannot disclose to anyone. So surely, I'm feeling something now as I write this one but this time around it's hard for me to pour those emotions. There's this pain inside me wondering when would this all end. I want to start a life on my own. Yes, maybe it is just time to let go and learn to be independent.
I'm grateful of course to the people behind my success but I am very sick hearing from them that I am like this and not like that. For my 22 years of existence, I always obey them, follow them and do whatever they want me to do. This time I just want my life to happen the way I want it to be. I want spontaneity.
Rants again. I am sorry. You'll hear much from my wonders in life this next few days since I am doing nothing interesting in particular this time around.
"It's not how many years you put into life, but how much life you put into years"
